January 2009
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I'm having the greatest mood swings of my life.
And it’s not even PMS. I don’t even know why people automatically classify that as the time to be emotional. That’s bull.
I’m at an ultimate high right now, but just a few hours ago I was at an ultimate low. I seriously felt just awful. It was like a nightmare I couldn’t wake up from. Because it was real. And that was the scariest feeling ever, and I don’t want...
2:42:26
Hot damn.
I don't want to lead a typical life, but I know I...
(via yoursecrets)
“Two things are infinite: the universe and human stupidity; and I’m not sure...”
– Albert Einstein
No wait.
I will say this.
I may just PRAY that there will be no school tomorrow. Not to be melodramatic or anything, but I don’t know if I can take it.
There is so much to say.
But I won’t say any of it today.
What a nice gesture.
I’m over here “working hard” on my school work, and my father comes in with a cup of starbuck’s hot chocolate with a dash of mint and whip cream. And earlier he complimented me on my violin playing.
It’s the little things that keep me going.
Concerning Joshua Bell's performance of Violin...
“I am watching this, stuck alone in an office, trying to write my monthly report and not weep at the same time at the beauty and expressiveness of Beethoven and Joshua Bell. Bell is the deliverer of fine music, as if it were a magical sound he found hidden between some pages of music, and which it is now his duty to convey the listener….” —Anonymous
I am in a similar situation,...
On a brighter note...
josephdictionary:
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My documentary for Video Tech will be mindblowing and beautiful. I’m feeling very optimistic about this assignment, and can’t wait to get started. I already know the soundtrack and have invented people my group and I will interview. Ah, it makes me so happy. THERE’S something that matters.
OH MY GOD. I feel really stupid. Selena, this is you? WOW. I thought...
On a brighter note...
My documentary for Video Tech will be mindblowing and beautiful. I’m feeling very optimistic about this assignment, and can’t wait to get started. I already know the soundtrack and have invented people my group and I will interview. Ah, it makes me so happy. THERE’S something that matters.
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WHY is it taking me so long to draw Edgar Allan Poe? WHY?
I mean, why do I have to procrastinate when it comes to things that actually MATTER to me? It’s just sickening. And I still have many other peole waiting for me to draw them. What’s happening to me lately? What happened to the, “Do what you love and fuck the rest” philosophy? I have no idea, because all I’ve...
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INFJ
josephdictionary:
I didn’t like the definition the personality test website gave me. I think I fit more with the wikipedia definition. But still. Whenever I take those tests, I feel like I could also lean to the other side as well. For all I know, I could be an ESTP.
I was just looking through the wikipedia page on Enneagrams of Personality and am now completely transfixed on personality types. I...
Joaquin and I.
Me: I would never play the tuba. I think it makes you fat or something
Selena (my sister): I'd never play the tuba, cause people poop in it. I think I saw that happen on tv once.
Am I a terrible person?
Or just human?
I'm still asleep.
And he woke me up again.
The Babel Fish.
“Now it is such a bizarrely improbable coincidence that anything so mind-bogglingly useful could have evolved purely by chance and that some thinkers have chosen to see it as a final and clinching proof of the non-existence of God. “The argument goes something like this: ‘I refuse to prove that I exist,’ says God, ‘for proof denies faith, and without faith I’m...
I just posted a death wish.
And no one will ever see it.
I'm feeling so upset.
And nothing can make it better.
Does it hurt to be this pitiful? Absolutely. And I truly don’t deserve anything good in my life. I honestly believe that, and it kills me inside that I have…so MUCH. Simply kills me.
Why can't I be a better person. Why.
I’m feeling so upset.
And I can’t stay away from this damn tumblr of mine. It’s just so sexy.
I’m also waiting to hear from someone (ANYONE.)who’s just as upset as I am, but for better reasons. Just so I can feel worse for taking everything I have for granted and focusing on the little pieces of shit in my life. I truly hate myself for it.
Dammit. Why can’t I...
I have lost all motivation in doing things that...
I need to live my life.
And so do all of you!
I have something to say to my Pre Calculus...
I don’t like you as my Pre Calculus teacher. To be honest, I probably wouldn’t like you if I knew you personally either. You have had that much of an effect on me, mam, and I’m almost sorry to say it. Almost.
For one thing, you pronounce my name wrong…which is a thing people I don’t like do. It is true I have never bothered to correct you, just as I have never truly...
I scratched my mom's Honda Odyssey.
Not only that, but I’ve been screwing everything up lately.
And I honestly feel the only way I can at least attempt at making up for this shit is by passing the Pre Calculus exam tomorrow with flying colors.
Only thing is, I know I won’t. So now what?
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Eminem - Kim
This was my anthem of...
I Am a Big Dumb Idiot!
And so are all of you!
“Time is but a stream I go a-fishing in. I drink at it; but while I drink I see...”
– Henry David Thoreau
Who says quotes can’t be longer than a few sentence? I say screw that imaginary rule.
I want to see what she sees.